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And deep inside you packed you things and belived somewhere somebody will really say

“We just waited for you.” But sooner or later you wake up and realize this

IS NOT GOING TO HAPPEN….

Then you go to the usuall stages from depression, to joy, to bordom and so on… and you fill out applications online…you register on every webside that could help…and after a while you realize THAT IS NOT GOING TO HELP…

Then you chance your strategy and resfresh all you “relationsships” your post looking for a job- you begg people and explain how important this is and you realize THEY CAN NOT  HELP.

Again you chance the direction of travelling to print out your resume- you find the best JOB HUNTING PARTNER EVER- and you walk, and talk… you sprint and print … The sentence  “May I fill out an application follows you in your dreams” and you realized  I HAVE GONE TO FAR TO GO BACK HOME…

You hear the sentence “We are not hiring” on and on- and you ask yourself is this what I really wanted…make it more difficult than it was before…

Even though you know that most of it has to do with the economic situations, there are dark moments where you ask yourself what you made wrong or what you could have done different….
This is the moment where the big PPP- Family comes in… you talk to those members and they tell you it is not you IT IS WHAT IT IS and YOU ARE IN IT To SUCCED….
ANyways after month of frustration, maybe even depression and lonelyness- because nobody wants company by feeling like that- there is a phone call- or a person who says- actually we are hiring…

And you know IF YOU WANT THINGS TO HAPPEN YOU NEED TO MAKE THEM HAPPEN.

It did happen to me – i find myself working in a jewelry store, learning about pircings, different materials, gages…and how to sell…
Next week I will also start working in a child care- with babies… Tuesday and Thursday-and with two part time jobs- I will hopefully be able to travell in July…

Suddenly you have the feeling you catched the wave of happyness, joy, and even success…even though it might be a little different than expected.